© 2019 – Graceful Intention

Red webs radiate through the white
Close your eyes so I can’t see

I’ve been trying to spend less time on social media lately since I have other responsibilities which are more important, and social media for me is a time vampire. I usually start perusing my feed under the guise of checking up on my friends around the country and their various children, artistic endeavors, and funny memes and gifs, but inevitably I end up spending way too much time scrolling my feed and getting nothing meaningful accomplished. What if…

I was sitting at a table with a handful of women, most of them brand-new acquaintances to me as of that morning. The goal was to eat breakfast together and while doing so, go around the table and ask and answer a few, previously chosen questions in the quest to learn more about each other and become better acquainted.

The last couple of weeks have been stressful, to say the least, but they culminated in realizing today that my husband and I missed an important event which occurred this morning.

This was my internal dialogue a few nights ago: “When are you going to realize that small, halting steps are just as good as giant leaps, so long as they both take you in the same direction – the direction you want to go? It’s not how fast you get there, so long as you finally get there.”

Why am I sitting here getting emotional over the results of a personality test?

What do you want more?

That’s the question you have to answer. If you’re trying to make changes in your life to drive yourself toward your goals, you have to decide. Do you want to keep the status quo, or do you want to move forward? What do you want more?

I’ve struggled with what to write the last couple weeks, let alone having enough time to sit and write more than a sentence or two at once. Life is such a blur right now and my mind is in constant motion, but my body wants to be still and rest. Seasons of life are an interesting thing.

A couple of weeks ago I missed my daughter’s parent-teacher conference. Like just plain forgot it. The meeting was requested by her teacher so we could touch base on some things. I requested a particular timeframe and the confirmation paper was sent home in my daughter’s folder the week her dad and I were so sick. And I was a no-show.

© 2018 | Graceful Intention | All Rights Reserved

They say, “Keep the faith.”

Have you ever been on the verge of losing everything?